Impossible

Impossible
by Shontelle

"I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Shontelle Impossible lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/shontelle-impossible-lyrics.html
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did"

.. my heart is just a little hurt-y today. And it's cuz I feel blind sided. I am going on week 3 of the break up and mostly I am fine. This weekend we got kicked out of a bar and I just wanted to talk to someone. He didn't answer. He never called or texted back. That hurts big time. It makes me feel like everything he has said has been a lie. The most recent being "I still consider you one of my best friends" or "If you ever need to talk about anything I'm here"

Cuz he most certainly isn't there. And there is no way he would treat a best friend like that. All the more reason I have come to two conclusions. One or both are the reason I am here today. Either he was lying to me all along and NEVER felt the way he said he did. Or something happened in DR and he has yet to admit it. Either way my ego is severely bruised from this.

So,even though I loved this song before we broke up, it now fits a little more into my life.


...rock on.

I Run To You

I am desperately seeking motivation at every turn. I need a reason to keep going. I need it to be clear and I need it to be persistent.
So when it isn't I must find something that will be.
Right now I will put on the song "I run to you" by Lady Antebellum and it will be on repeat, seriously until I complete this half marathon.
Over and over again.
I do not tire of things like this. Motivation. I am even going to make a list of things that I run from. Things I run to as well. I guess to stay positive and not just write things that I run from, because well, that would be a lot.
So here is my current motivation.

I Run To You
by; Lady Antebellum


I run, from pain.
I run from hate
I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists
But I run too late
I run, my life
Or is it running me?
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems
When lies become the truth
That’s when I run to you

Chorus:
This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin’ right on through
And our love’s the only truth
That’s why I run to you

Oooh, Oh I run to you.

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

Oooh, Oh I run to you.

Repeat Chorus

I know it's been a while for this blog and believe you me there has not been a lack of musical musings in my life. Just more focus on a few other things in life. One being my other blog. Many others being, what the hell am I doing with my life. Nothing too big haha.
I Hope you enjoy and hopefully soon I will be back with more music!

.rock.on.

Terrible Tuesdays

This is the first installment of Terrible Tuesdays.
Where instead of bringing you a song that may relate in a positive way to my life. I bring you, a dumb song I either find irritating or the lyrics to be generally way off base.

Here is..

My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Really Kelly? That is your version of a love song isn't it? You sick freak. I don't really want a person in my life that I could look at and say "my life would suck without you" and have them be in any way responsive to that.

Not a fan.



...rock.on.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

My cousin had a baby shower this weekend. Initially I wanted to poke my eye out with a little tiny fork.As most baby showers make me want to do.
Until the end. When she showed us the DVD of her ultrasound.

She is a nurse and had a 3D ultrasound done.
It is incredible. They take the views and make them 3D and set the entire 20 minute DVD to music of this tiny unborn baby inside my cousin. This was the first song on.

I almost burst into tears. (and I don't cry...ever.)
So close your eyes and enjoy. My heart is honestly at its happiest when this song is on.

Somewhere Over the Rainbow
by: Israel FatGuy (not really his last name but its too long and Hawaiian)

Ooooo oooooo ohoohohoo
Ooooo ohooohoo oooohoo
Ooooo ohoohooo oohoooo
Oohooo oohoooho ooooho
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby ii ii iii
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii

Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world (w)oohoorld

Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I? I hiii ?

Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo

...rock.on.

Wheel of the World

Carrie Underwood can sing her ass off.
I'm jealous.
She's also got some poignant lyrics. This song makes me realize it is all just a circle and if I can hold on through the lows, there will be some better days around the bend.

I like songs like that, I like believing in the promise of tomorrow.

Wheel Of The World
Love goes out, out like a light
Out like a flame, and you can't find it anymore
Just when you think it's lost in the rain
It comes back knocking at your door

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

God put us here on this carnival ride
We close our eyes
Never knowing where it will take us next
Babies are born and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around

In the blink of an eye
It can change your life
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world

I don't know what it is
I'm flying high
Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down
Life keeps on moving anyway

It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around
And around
It's the wheel of the world turning around

It can open your heart
It can break you apart
And it never even slows down

It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around

...rock.on.

Put Your Hands On Me

There is no substitute for a song that gets you going.

I know I just professed my love for Christina Aguilera and it is sincere. However this young lady has voice that has stirred something inside myself. I feel more alive when her songs are on.

One of which is this song. I have often fantasized about singing certain songs to certain people. Forcing them to hear what I hear.
Currently Joss Stone and her desire to be ravaged, just a bit, is exactly how I feel.

Put Your Hands On Me

I guess I'm picky with love
Well baby I give it up it's you I choose
And don't keep me waiting
This girl's got things she needs to do
Oh if I was blind, you'd help me see

If I lost my mind, you'd find it for me
Speak on it babe tell me what do you need
Because all I need is for you to love me baby

[CHORUS]
Put your hands on me baby
Put your hands on me baby
You got me flipping
Put your hands on me baby
Put your hands on me baby

[VERSE]
Can't stop my mind from thinking of you
How am I supposed to function
Got me feelin' for your lips on my kiss
All night, never want no other lover

Baby I'm hungry
I want and I need
Bring me your sugar
And pour it all over me baby

[CHORUS]
Put your hands on me baby
Put your hands on me baby
You got me flipping
Put your hands on me baby
Put your hands on me baby

[BRIDGE]
Up till now my eyes could see
Touch me once and it's all hazy

I don't know why and I don't know how
But somehow some way you got me

I can't explain can't comprehend the world could reacht its very end and all I focus on is him
The way he moves, he found his groove there's nothing left to do but tell the world the truth
Cause there's no way out
I love him
I feel him
Oh I'm lovin' those hands

[CHORUS]
Put your hands on me baby
You got me flipping
One more time
Put your hands on me baby
Put your hands on me baby
One taste I'm trippin
Just kiss me baby, tell me you're mine
Put your hands on me baby

I wish I had enough guts to sing this to someone but I don't. So I will have to work on my best, "come hither" eyes.


...rock.on.

Keeps Gettin' Better

I have this image in my head. It was placed there by a best friend of mine way back in high school.

Let me give you the visual...

There I am, super long brown hair that is a bit dusty and windblown, standing with a simple wife beater and black leather skirt on. Red high heels of course. Tanned skin glistening in the sun. Smoke rising from my uber sexy muscle car behind me. It has left me stranded and gazing under the hood hoping to come to some other conclusion than that I am on the side of a desolate road in the middle of no where, about to lift my thumb or start the long walk with a gas can in hand. Instead. A devilish smile emerges as I turn the music on in the car. It can only be one thing. Christina Aguilera.
And then, the desolate road turns into a busy thoroughfare. Car after car passing by asking if they can help but I refuse, realizing I will be just fine as long as I have her.

Seriously. My best friends told me long ago, they could see me standing on the side of the road just rocking out to XTINA. And I took it as nothing other than a compliment. She is awesome. And this won't be the last time a song of hers is on this here Blog.

For now I give you her most recent.

Keeps Gettin' Better

Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps getting better

Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips, I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps getting better

Hold on
Keeps getting better
Hold on
Keeps getting better

In the blink of an eye
In the speed of the light
I'll hold the universe up
And make your planets collide
When I strap on my boots
And I slip on my suit
You see the vixen in me
Becomes an angel for you

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps getting better

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps getting better

Hold on
Keeps getting better
Hold on
Keeps getting better

..she has captured...me. In a very catchy tune. God I love her.

...rock.on.